Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?
Yup, my mum. I'm awesome, so of course she does.
Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now?
Yup
When’s the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time?
Pass
Would you ever smile at a stranger?
Yup, I do that all the time
Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are?
I don't think so. But, there's this one kid that people hate. So, sometimes even when i say his name, they say they don't wanna listen because they hate him. To be fair, he's kinda annoying. It's just ot felt a lot like bullying. I felt guilty because at times I'm relieved it's just not me. Can't do a thing to change that...
Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?
Loads of them
For example Nice guys and Sometimes Say Never by Nigahiga reminds me of Wawa
Super Bass by Nicky Minaj made me remember the awesome time Mamai sang this
With You reminds me of the time where I have sore throat but still sang that song during English week with Mamai and Emy.
Eminem reminds me of Ika Nawy.
Almost every Korean song remind me of Wawa though.
What exactly are you wearing right now?
White shirt, cream short.
How often do you listen to music?
I can't go more than 24 hour without music.
Do you wear jeans or sweats more?
Jeans. I don't think I own sweats nowadays. I wear jeans almost on every occasion except class.
Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2012?
Nope.
Are you a social or an antisocial person?
Best of both world.
Have you ever kissed someone whose name begins with the letter ‘A’?
My lips are virgins. Thank you very much.
What about ‘R’?
Hmmm, how about no.
Can you drive a stick shift?
Yup. Yay me.
Do you care if people talk badly about you?
Are you going out of town soon?
Nope. Exam's are screwing my head right now.
When was the last time you cried?
I cried almost everyday. I'm pretending to be a fountain.
Have you ever told someone you loved them?
Does family counts.. If it is, I tell them loads of time.
If they doesn't hmmm. I once told this guy that I like him when I was 13. I think he likes me too. But at that time, this other guy already like me and we kinda hang together and I sorta like him back. So, I hang out with my crush on some days and the other guy on some day. The funny thing is I actually really like another guy but he so hates me. Story of my life. Now, I just stick to fictional characters. Less hassle and awkward moments.
If you could change your eye color, would you?
Yes. Violet would be nice. I'd settle for icy blue though. Well, since I'm on a role, why don't you just give me a supermodel body and fair skin. I like my face already so yeah....
Is there a boy who you would do absolutely everything for?
Right now? Nope. Well, maybe Emy cause he's my best buddy right now. Since I never managed to keep best buddies longer than two years period, he might be demoted next year if he lose contact with me.
Name something you dislike about the day you’re having.
Today.. hmm, I just dislike the rain. I don't have any umbrella so I used my sweater to avoid getting wet. But then class was cold. Unfortunately, my sweater is soak and couldn't give me any warmth, making me colder even.
Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead?
Nope. Just kiss me on the cheek like my bros do. :)
Are you dating the last person you talked to?
Nope. Currently single. Secretly married to Draco.
What are you sitting on right now?
Floor. Carpet. To poor and lazy to buy myself a chair.
Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you?
Regularly? No. Occasionally, yes... Ah, I feel so unloved.
Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?
Loads of time. I think most of my crushes are unattainable. For one, they're fair and kawaii. Plus, they might have already a girlfriend or two.
Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?
Jihah. My current roommate. She's like a little sister I never had. I'm beginning to love her. She kinda grow on me.
Do you get a lot of colds?
No
Where is the shirt you are wearing from?
Some mall. Bought it with Ezan. It cost RM10. Damn, if you go anywhere with her, you're inclined to buy something. She had that let's-buy-something aura.
Does anyone hate you?
I don't know and I don't care.
I'm not some freaking idiot who think that the ground that I walk on should be worshiped. I know some of my act might be displeasing to someone's eyes. We can't please everyone. so love me, hate me, see if I care.
Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room?
Nope. I don't drink and don't intend to try it.
Do you like watching scary movies?
Kinda. But, I'm a scaredy-cat. Don't bring me to that kind of movies. I scream. Really loud that you'd be embarrassed to be with me.
Do you want your tongue pierced?
No.. I mean ewwww. Lip piercing look kinda hot on some guys but tongue? Nobody can rock that shit.
If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be?
My 1 year old year. I can't remember those so it won't be missed. I mean, this question ask about the memory of the year, not the event itself right.... if not, I won't be alive anymore. T.T
Did you have a dream last night?
Yes. It was horrible. My first time remembering my dream too. I was forced to wake up because in my dream, people are force-feeding me slugs and maggots. Other insects as well. There was even live butterfly. I have no idea why though. *shudder*
When was the last time you told someone you loved them?
This is getting repetitive. I did last night. Towards my mum and people on tumblr.
Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?
I guess so. I don't wanna die a virgin or be a spinster with 10 cats.
Do you think someone has feelings for you?
Now? No. Who in their right mind would. I'm dysfunctional. Like that song somewhere says everyone has their bad traits but can you accept mine (warning! paraphrase)
Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
Maybe. Or maybe all of the are currently dreaming of me right now. It's past midnight already.
Did you have a good day yesterday?
Quite. If you minus the exam and the rain.
Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship?
No. I'm not a slut. My relationship status wouldn't change every month.
In the next 48 hours, will you hang out with a girl?
Yes. I'm a girl. Of course i would.
Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you?
Not in so many words.
What’s the best part about school?
My friends.
Do you have any pictures on your Facebook?
Yes. But my DP is not me. I like anime faces more than my own.
Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school?
Sometimes. I don't really like it. Because I speak faster than I write. And the thinking part. When I talk it's automatic, unregistered. When I write, I tend to over-analyse.
Do you replay things that have happened in your head?
Yes, especially embarrassing and random moments that you feel like crawling in a hole somewhere. My mind like to torture me.
Were you single over the last summer?
Yes. What's with this relationship questions. Guys are not up for grabs. Plus, they don't see me as a girl. (Inner me: Duh...)
Is your life anything like it was two years ago?
No. It's harder.
What are you supposed to be doing right now?
Sleep or study.
Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?
No. In fact, I like them well enough even thought we rarely exchange pleasantries. Kinda out off topic when with them. If everything else fails, interest them with the current book that I'm reading.
Are you nice to everyone?
Yes. Or I think I do. Am I?
Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?
No. I don't hate people so what's not to like.
Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?
Yes. If he bores me, let's just end it instead of dragging it along. Don't get me wrong, I need not someone who can amuse me, just someone who understand me and can bring out the best in me. *vice versa*
Are you good at hiding your feelings?
Nope. people say I'm an open book.
Do you think you like someone?
Nope.
Have you kissed someone whose name starts with a ‘J’?
Urghhhh, for the last time. No!
Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys?
Boys cause I grow up with them.
Has anyone of your friends ever seen you cry?
Yup. I cried in public loads of time. Over a book mostly. Sometimes, I just can't control my emotion. There's this one time I have to recite something from religious studies. I had it memorised but when it was my turn, I got nervous and forgot. Come on, it was something that I recite everyday in my prayer. My teacher was a little intimidating so I cried. I think I'm a bit tad emotional. (Me: Ya think * cock head to the side while hands on the hip)
Do you hate anyone?
Nope, but I find some people are overly annoying.
How’s your heart?
Ok for a 19 year old. No tar, no nicotine. Just some caffeine.
Is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about?
Nope.
Have you ever cried over a guy?
Nope.
Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now?
I have no idea. I'm no psychic or had pissed of anyone lately.
Are your toenails painted pink?
Nope.
Will your next kiss be a mistake?
If the one I'm gonna marry is a mistake. So yeah...
Girls love it when boyfriends cry; correct?
No. It'll be so sad when they cry. They have this big ego not letting you see them cry.
Have your pants ever fallen down in public?
Nope.
Who was the last person you were on the phone with?
Wawa.
How do you look right now?
Just a little sleep deprive but otherwise okay.
Do you have someone you can be your complete self around?
I don't know. Maybe I need to keep looking.
Can you commit to one person?
Maybe in a few years from now........
Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
Yes. Hope he didn't mind though. Or maybe he does already. It's been a while since we texted each other.
Have you ever felt replaced?
Loads of time. I moved a lot so I change schools. That feeling is inevitable and it eats you from the inside. I learned to ignore it and make new friends. It taught me to be wary of people and not to close to them. A quality that I have that I hate....
Did you wake up cranky?
Yup. I'll kill my bros if they woke me up early during the holidays. That's because I usually slept after Subuh.
Are you a jealous person?
Are relationships ever worth it?
Yeah. In the end, you want to share your life with someone.
Anyone you’re giving up on?
Pass.....
Currently wanting to see anyone?
Pass... *cause I don't see any worthy candidate around*
Name something you have to do tomorrow?
Wake up.
Last person you cried in front of?
Jihah and Ezan. While reading some stupid novel. They make fun of me.
Is there someone you will never forget?
I forget stuff easily.....
Do you think the person you have feelings for is protective of you?
Pass
If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now?
Kiss... hahahahhha. I dunno, talk of course. That's all I wanna do with people right now. A company would be nice.
Are you over your past?
I'm only 19. I don't have a dark past... Yet.
Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex?
Yeah. Once. Then my other best friend asked whether I like him or not. I wasn't sure of my feeling so I answered no and they hooked up. Sad at first. Then, I'm over it. It was a crush developed because of spending lots of time together I guess. Still friends with him but not best bud cause of distance and have nothing to talk about. I did visit him before i went to uni though.
Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to?
Yes. Maybe. If I find the time.
If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept?
So, the last person you kissed just happens to arrive at your door at 3AM; do you let them in?
Hmmmm, if I ever kiss a person in the first place so yeah..perhaps.
Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated?
No. We're friends, of course we would hate the same person.
Will you be in a relationship in 2 months?
Yes.
Is there anyone you know with the name Michael?
Nope. Only Mikhail... Close enough.
Have you ever kissed a Matthew?
No, But I like that name.
Were you in a relationship in January? How was it going?
Pass
Were you happy with the person you liked in March?
Pass
Don’t tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive?
Yes. She's beautiful.
Who do you have texts from?
My mum, Emy, my classmates.
If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?
Okay... We can still be friends can't we?
Have you ever kissed someone older than you?
No kissing......
Who’s in your profile picture with you?
Nobody. Even I'm not in the picture.
Ever kissed under fireworks?
Again with the kisses... *sigh* Besides, it's called firework display for a reason okay. Not PDA (public display of affection) but more to get your eyeball glued to beauty and art kind of way.
Has anybody ever given you butterflies?
No. I'm never in love. Just tons of crushes and hero-worship.
