Not

my love for you
...is not as pure as dove
..is not as bright as the stars above

not as beautiful as a thousand symphonies
not even a haunting melody

it may not stood for a thousand years
it may not worth a single tear

for all the things that it is not
it sums up what i forgot
in love you do not choose
and in which everyone lose






 


 
 
 
 
 
That is me being dramatic. This just comes to me. It'll be a waste not to write it down.

my crush and i

I was going to pour my heart out.

I did write a stanza or two

Then after a while

I realized

I might not be in love with you.

I might not even like you.

I like the idea of you.

I've known you for exactly a year today.

But I doubt that I do.

We talked

We laughed

But do you even know me?

I've removed my rose-glasses

I'll try really looking at you

I just hope it's worth the 

view

Hate

This cruel feeling

that froth and twist inside

squeezed the heart dry

it squiggles towards the lips

willing to be free

let forth the chaos

the turmoil within